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I keep tryin' to stop biting my lips, it's too goddamn difficult.
recently I've been making armbands out of old socks, so cutting out the middle section and then sewing them up as I please. One of them is gray, white and purple and is sewn together and "hemmed" with red thread with an anarchist symbol (which I sewed in myself), the other is black, hemmed with black thread to match it and I found some old silver washers in my mom's sewing kit and stuck them on to make it look like a studded armband.
In other news I'm being a cynic a lot. One of my best friends has made three new friends and spends all her time with them and talks to them all the time and never seems to have the time of day to say a decent word to me, it's upsetting because I thought I really valued her as a friend, and I'm even pretty good friends with her friends (just not as tight, you know) but if she really doesn't want to be my friend any more then I guess I'll move on.
One of my friends the other week asked me what I wanted for Christmas. I, half jokingly, said "an Iron Maiden t-shirt," and apparently, according to my bessfrand and her, she actually went out and bought me one and it's hiding in her closet now. I feel really guilty now, and now I need to go and get/make all my (good) friends a Christmas present.
I'm hopefully giving my keyboard to my bessfrand, because we use the lame sound effects on it for shits and giggles (one sounds like some guy vomiting). I'm thinking of burning some CDs for my friend who is ignoring me, because she asked to borrow my CDs that I bought last weekend (Black Sabbath Master of Reality and an Iron Maiden Somewhere Back In Time best of thing) and I said no because a couple months ago I let her borrow a whole bunch of CDs... let me think, Van Halen two disk best of, Guns N' Roses best of, Dark Side Of The Moon, The Who best of and U2 No Line On The Horizon, and I got DSOTM back with the cover all scratched up, the Van Halen one with the edges all fraying, and I think my U2 one has a crack in the case. It's not a big deal but I'm a freak when it comes to keeping my music looking nice so I told her no. I think I was being fair.
In math class today we had a sub and I spent the whole time doodling a rather handsome looking Bruce Dickinson on my paper. Apparently the random guys I draw are attractive, according to some of my friends. It's amusing because I draw cartoons. Oh yeah, if anyone wants to see any of my art, check out my deviantart page, my username is MulletOnTheHorizon.
My mom says that if I don't get caught up on my missing assignments for my classes I'm not allowed to go to band practices. Guess what I spent all last night doing.
That's all I have to say for now.